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Had my MRI on my shoulder today. It was very hard anxiety wise. I thought I had my focus and could handle it no problem. I thought it would be easy. Mind over matter. I couldn't breathe and I was shaking from the inside out. I prayed, but it was still really hard. God saved me from a full blown anxiety attack when I first went in. I had to keep telling myself not to cry and if I didn't finish I'd have to do it all over again. I wish I could have relaxed, but I never did. The only reason I didn't burst into tears when I was done was because of the technician. I didn't want to freak him out.